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thosquanta

by thosquanta

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1.
dtwo 02:06
2.
transparent 03:35
I could open up to the world. / Just to see what it could do. / I could give myself to conformity. / Just to see myself abused. / I could take in all your sympathy. / Or I could break myself in two. / I can get down on my fucking knees. / Just to throw myself at you. // Throw myself at you. // I could give myself to reason. / Or I can put my faith in you. / I could make myself surrender. / I could become a part of you. / I can give up all my self respect. / I can do it all for you. / I can eat up every fucking word. / No matter what you do. // No matter what you do. // I can beg you to forgive me. / For these sins I've done to you. / I can take your contradictions. / I can take them as the truth. / I could make myself remembered. / I could die just like that too. / Still you've got the fucking nerve. / To ask me to be like you. // Ask me to be like you.
3.
inside 04:15
4.
dirge 01:42
5.
taste 03:45
I'll never. / Start over. / Stopped breathing. / In closure. / Try something. / Do nothing. / No matter. / No need. // Whatever I've tried before today. / No need for things I can replace. / I've felt your force, I know your taste. / I've seen your trust turn into rage. // No surface. / Worth keeping. / No purpose. / No meaning. / Its pointless. / Stop talking. / I'm not listening. / No need. // Whatever I've tried before today. / No need for things I can replace. / I've felt your force, I know your taste. / I've seen your trust turn into rage. // Its nothing. / Its not worth this. / Theres one thing. / That I'll miss. / Try something. / Do nothing. / No matter. / No need. // Whatever you think I could say to you. / It would end up the same and I'd still be through. / I'm bored and tired and I need the rest. / Which one of my friends will you try for next?
6.
pretense 04:26
I will pretend to learn. / What I don't really need to know. / I sit on the side of you. / Just to watch your impatience grow. / I'll make you talk to me. / I'm not even worth your time. / I'll tell you about my life. / I'll try to change your mind. / I'll show you what I can do. / And I'll want your sympathy. / I'm stuck in the life I live. / I can make you agree with me. // You're all a bunch of suckers. What a waste of time. // I hope you don't care too much. / If I usurp your mind. / If you do, its all right. / I'm sure it was worth your time. / I'd say you're better off. / If you'd quit wasting energy. / I'd rather be forced to learn. / Through boredom and ecstasy. / I'll show you what I can do. / And I'll want your sympathy. / I'm stuck in the life I live. / I will make you take hold in me. // You're all a bunch of suckers. What a waste of time. // I'll show you what I can do. / You think I've got something to hide? / All I want is some sympathy. / Just some way to know I'm alive. // I'm just the biggest sucker. Can't you see me waste all your time?
7.
long 06:19
8.
try 03:32
I don't want to. / I don't need to. / I don't want to. / I don't need to. // I don't think that I need to see you. / Don't let my lack of words confuse you. / Its not that I never want you. / I never said that I never loved you. // Don't try to say that you're nothing special. / I know you think that I'm not sentimental. / I never tried to speak my mind. / But I still felt the same inside. // I tell you why it hurts to see you. / I feel the thoughts that never left you. / I feel your mind, I see inside. / I know your thoughts and you know mine. // I know you wish that I'd reciprocate. / I think I have, but I did too late. / Its not to say that I regret it. / Just to say I know the way things went. // I want to, don't need to. / I'm well aware of what I shouldn't do. / Don't want to, I need to. / I've got reasons for the things I do. // I tell you why it hurts to see you. / I feel the thoughts that never left you. / I feel your mind, I see inside. / I know your thoughts and you know mine.
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10.
dust 04:03
I've gone over my mind. / I've gone over my life. / I still have thoughts of time. / I still have thoughts of night. / Where do I go from here? / What should I do with myself? / Words turning love into fear. / What should I do? What will I do? // I see foundations down, I see that four framed walls are in the dust, I see theres one thing left that I can count on, but nothing else that I can trust. / I see the way to light. / I see the way to death. / I sense I'm out of time. / I see the way. I know the way. // Its all up to reason. / And nearly time to decide. / Theres things left to figure out, and I need to make my mind. / Where do I go from here? / What should I do with myself? / Words turning love into fear. / What should I do? What will I do?

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released august, 2000, this is the first Thosquanta album.

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released August 21, 2000

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